Cinta Baru..

Aku sudah ada cinta baru. Waktu sunyi, sepi dah terisi kembali.

Happy??

Sudah pasti.

Teman ku kala sedih, terapi ku kala runsing, pendengar ku kala gembira.

Blackie, Casper, Honey..

Aku sayang kamu...

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Dah lama sangat aku tak mengupdate blog. Tetiba tergerak ati mlm ni nk menjengah blog tersayang ni.

Dan rasanya tak terlambat nk wish selamat pengantin baru untuk cousin aku yang sorg ni. Ni antara sepupu aku yang rapat. Dia gak antara geng aku g mandi sungai time kt kampung masa kecik2 dulu. Sampai ayah aku kejar kitorang pakai batang ubi sbb tak reti2 nk balik rumah Hehe.

The king on that day.. Mr. Amril

Dah selamat jadi suami org pun sepupu aku nih. X sangka. Besar dah dia. Maknanya aku pn dah besar ar. Aku pn cuma muda beberapa tahun jer. Oh tidak!!! Hehe

Tahniah, Hajar & Am

Tak kisah r. Janji ati aku still muda. Wat Amril and Hajar, Selamat Pengantin Baru. Semoga kekal sampai ke akhir hayat. Insyaallah...Amin.

Me and Nina, Jd tukang bawak dulang hantaran. hehe




Selamat Pengantin Baru..

Pas ni kenduri sebelah lelaki plak. Bulan ogos. Wat kt kg. Mesti syok. First time nih. Tunggu...

Wo tou teng

Adoi.. tak larat nye..



Kepala sakit, batuk, selsema dan yang paling tak best.... badan dah rasa suam-suam kuku nak demam. Memang x larat sangat...


"Makan ubat sebelum virus ni merebak ke seluruh umah" amanat kak syu..


Aduhai kak syu ku.. Makan ubat r perkara terakhir yang akan aku wat. hehe.. Selagi aku leh tahan , aku tahan. Kalau dah teruk yang amat2 sgt baru r aku akan makan ubat. Sekarang ni ubat aku adalah minum ais jer. Perangai "kepala batu" aku dalam bab 2 ni memang sangat maksimum. Degil ya amat..


Untuk sahabat2 ku.. maaf r sekiranya virus ku ini menjangkit ke kalian.. Bukan niat ku.. huhuhu..

Betul..Betul..Betul..

Ni adalah the latest movie yang aku tengok dan aku rasa sangat berbaloi untuk menonton movie ni. Aku sebenarnya bukan lah peminat filem2 tempatan tapi untuk cite nie.. thumbs up. Aku bagi 5 stars untuk cite ni.

Lupakan soal logik sewaktu menonton filem ni, just enjoy it. Sejam lebih terasa sgt pendek sbb dipenuhi oleh gelak ketawa. Untuk makhluk2 yang berkepala dan berotak kartun spt aku, g r tonton movie ni. Mmg x rugi..

Sedih jer...

On Bended Knees

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
It's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me


Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Tak de keroje, cari keroje..

Ni antara keje tak berfaedah yang kitorang wat minggu lepas. Hari khamis yang lepas, g r kelas mandarin. kalau ikutkan bleh jer nak ponteng, lao shi bukan ada pun. Masih lagi cuti raya cina. Mood raya pn ada lagi. Tp, kena gak dtg sbb ada latihan untuk language day. Kedatangan pn kena amik. So dalam keadaan yang separuh rela, kena r dtg gak walaupun rasa malas membuak-buak. Sabar je r.

..:: aku dan kak syu ::..

Nasib2. Dah r sem ni aku masuk dalam kelas yang senior BNS ( a.k.a batch aku) sangat r sikit jumlah nya. Setelah dicampur tolak darab dan bahagi, yg ada cuma 6 org sahaja. Yang lain2 semua aku x kenal. Terpisah r dari semua rakan 2 seperjuangan.. tp x pe. Ok gak. Kenal gak ngn bdk2 baru.

..:: wajah-wajah senior. hehe ::..

Ntah camner hari tu, ktorg ber 6 terdatang awal la pulak. So sementara menanti kan kedatangan member2 yg lain, kami pn wat r keje2 x berfaedah. Tp ok r, bkn kacau org pn. Janji aku bahagia. hehe....

..:: big bigger biggest. Small smaller smallest ::..

..:: Step of Syahrul's ::..

Final Semester

Esok bermula lah kelas untuk semester ni. Tak sabar plak rasa nak g kelas. Rasa macam dah lama sangat cuti. Otak aku pn dah naik tepu. Nak kena format balik.

Semester ni plak adalah final semester. Penentuan antara hidup dan mati..huhuhu. Rasa macam tak percaya plak dah sem last. Terasa mcm baru jer aku daftar kat unikl. Pejam celik, pejam celik dah nak habis study dah. Semua mcm sama jer. Tak de yg berubah. Termasuk lah perangai aku yang tak penah nye serius. wakaka. Harap2 semua berjalan lancar, x der masalah dan aku bleh grad mengikut apa yang dijadualkan. Insyaallah..

Esok kelas pagi..tp sampai sekarang dah kul 2.15 pagi mata aku x ngntuk2 lagi. Jgn wat keje. Ada plak aku ukur meja dalam kelas esok. Tolong!!!!!

Retro..

Malam sabtu yg lepas aku satu family g kenduri kat batu pahat. On the way blk, dlm keta layan r radio sinar. Tetiba kuar r satu lagu. Mcm best jer, mcm penah dengar masa kecik2 dlu. Blk aku try r cari kat internet. Dh dpt, mmg lyn r lagu nih.. hehe

Rahsia Di Sebalik Rahsia

Pertemuan ini bagaikan terbuka

Satu rahsia didalam rahsia

Ketika kita sama dikota cinta

Kenikmatan pengabdian yang suci

Dan di waktu itu kau dan aku satu

Berlindung dalam kebesaran

Tiada kenal erti perpisahan

Penuh restumu oh Tuhan...

Dan kini kita terbuang di awangan

Terpisahlah dari kenyataan

Lalu ada yang terlupa pada perjanjian

Kerna leka dengan kepalsuan

Tersesat kita dalam perjalanan

Kau dan aku kini bertemu kembali

Menunaikan perjanjian sejati

Dalam suka duka jauh terpisah

Terbukalah rahsia cinta

Raya Aidil Adha

Rasa nya lum terlambat lagi ku nak wish selamat hari raya korban kat semua. Raya korban kali ini sama seperti tahun-tahun yang lepas. Family aku semua balik. Cuma yang agak meriah semua pakcik dan makcik aku pun balik beraya kat kampung. Terasa meriah berbanding raya lepas


Tapi macam biasa, sambutan raya haji kat sebelah selatan ni tak lah semeriah sambutan raya haji di sebelah utara dan pantai timur. Ingat masa zaman aku study kat Aloq Staq dulu. Raya haji cuti tak lama, aku follow housemate aku balik raya kat kampung dia kat penang. Seronok. Meriah sangat. Preparation mcm sambut raya puasa. Bila dah balik semula kat sini tak dapat r lagi rasa kemeriahan tu.


Tak kisah lah. Mana2 pn sama. Yang paling penting aku sambut raya with all my family member. Itu dah cukup untuk aku. Aku ni family oriented punya person. susah sket. Hehe...





Aku, nina, aizat dan heyqal si mata besaq.

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my sibling ( tak cukup korum nih)

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behind the curtain

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Adoi. Help! Help! Baby Heyqal kena hempap ngn Aizat

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Tagged

Kena tagged ngn cik syuhada. takpe2. hehe



RULE #1People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.....

RULE #2Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.



1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Time to find the new one..huhuhu


2. Do you like tags?
Bleh r. Tp ikut mood. Kdg2 best gk kena tag, kdg2 mls ya amat..


3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Bnyk sgt r dreams. Cuma hope that all that I dream will come true.


4. Whose butt would you like to kick?
emmm… right now x der lg..


5. What would you do with a billion dollars?
nk wat semua benda yg leh wat. G melancong, shopping x lupa sedekah pada yg memerlukan…


6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
x bleh r. aku anggap best friend mcm adik beradik. Tp x tau r klu dh jodoh.


7. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
of course r being loved by someone...


8. Are you gorgeuos?
Not sure


9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nak wat camner. Milik org.. redha r. Que sera sera r


10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
Semoga aku dan seluruh ahli keluargaku diampun kan segala dosa2 yg dilakukan, dirahmati, di murahkan rezeki. Juga untuk Arwah ibuku, semoga rohnya diletakkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman.


11. What takes you down the fastest?
Kehilangan org tersayang. So hurt, but need to be strong


12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Ada kerjaya sendiri, stabil of course ada suami dan anak2.


13. Why do you think you are so tensed up..no matter at the office..or at home or in your toilet??Kat org yg berlagak pandai. Arah org wat itu ini. Yg jd mcm bagus sdgkan dia pn zero je sbnrnya


14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
cute, nice and always be there when I need.


15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. Aku ni bleh thn meterialistik.huhu


16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
Arwak Ma. Rindu sgt satu ketika dulu dia kejut aku bgn setiap pagi.


17. What’s the character must have in your partner?
understanding.. paling penting terima seadanya


18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ubah2. (If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, what will you do?)


19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
oh, tidak. Aku tidak sebaik itu


20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Having relationship...


21. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
Depends on the situation.





p/s: to shalynda, shema honey, g-bum , nana and man...ready to be tag ye.

What??!!

Bosannya ari nie..


Tension sgt.....


Assignment melambak, nk test lagi esok. Bnyak giler nk kena baca.


Mana nak mula dulu nih...


Pegang ni tak best, Baca tu tak syok. Semua benda aku wat semua tak jadi..



Tolong!! nape aku ari nie???

Tagged.. Tagged..

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
Kadang2 ok, kadang2 x. Tgk keadaan.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Kak Syu

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Hakim gebu.. dalam lab td, ajar aku pasal SAN storage. huhu

How do you handle stress?
Dengar lagu, nyanyi kuat2, dah tak tahan sangat aku nangis jer…

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Tak ah. Pada aku kawan sampai mati.. True friend brings out the best on each other

Who was the last person to call you?
Adam. Tanya bila balik kampung

What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Welcome To Yahoo!

What was the last song you sang out loud?
”Fighter” by Christina Aguilera sblm g bazaar ramadhan tadi

Do you have any nicknames?
Bnyk sgt.. Syahrul, syah, along, ijan..

Who was the last person to message you?
My Own, wish me selamat berbuka puasa

What time did you go to bed last night?
kul 2 pg kot.

what book are you reading recently?
Buku wireless cisco. Assignment aku x siap lagik. huhu

Who gives you the best advice?
emm… sapa ek??

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
kadang2

What was the last thing to make you laugh?
Lupa r.

What is the color of your room?
Cream

Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
Ntah

What are you listening to right now?
Best I Ever Had.. song by Vertical Horizon

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
kak syu. tgh tgu turn nak mandi

What always makes you smile?
Ntah… aku mmg selalu senyum

Are you a blonde?
No

What are you doing after this?
Study RTS.. esok test beb

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Blur… pikir test ngn quiz

Who was the last person you ate with?
Kak Syu, Nick, Syila, Midat, Nana, Liyana, nisa’. Buka puasa sesama

Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
With someone la.. (no body wants to be lonely beb..)

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Gerak nak p kelas

What were you doing in last 30 minutes?
Makan

If you were stranded on an island with the person you hated and without food what would you do?
I will eat that person. Huawarrggg.. makan budak

When someone catches your eye,do you try to make an eye contact or avoid it?
Avoid it kot

What color is your comp/laptop?
Putih yang tak berapa nak putih dah.

What was the last thing you bought?
Makanan untuk berbuka kat bazaar ramadhan

How do u know when ur in love?
Should I answer this question?? hehehe

Have you been to China?
Nope

Where do you keep your money?
Bank. Tapi syiling aku simpan dalam tabung.

Do you like peanut butter?
Bleh r

Have you been to the USA?
Never.

Dream country?
Turki, Rom, Sepanyol

The thing you love about relationships?
Have someone to share my laughter and my tears..

The thing you love about being single?
Syok tu. Wat benda x payah mintak decision sesapa.

Do you talk a lot?
Nope. Tapi bila kena topic, talkative gak r.

movie you've seen from the past 2 weeks?
4B1A

Last thing you ate?
Nasi ngn lauk daging

Favorite ice cream?
Cornetto vanilla flavour

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Pertama Ramadhan Ini..

Pejam celik pejam celik dah seminggu umat islam menjalani ibadah puasa.. Syukur alhamdulillah, tahun ni tuhan masih panjangkan umur aku untuk melakukan ibadahnya.

Ramadhan antara bulan yang paling mulia. Bulan yang memberi peluang pada kita untuk mengumpul sebanyak-banyak nya pahala kerana amalan baik yang dilakukan di bulan ini diberi ganjaran yang berlipat kali ganda.

Bulan ini juga antara waktu untuk manusia menguji tahap keimanan dan kesabaran. Bukan hanya sekadar menahan lapar dan dahaga, ramadhan membawa kita memuhasabah dan menginsafi diri. Mengenali erti sebenarnya puasa..

Bagi aku, ramadhan banyak membawa erti yang mendalam. Aku mengenal diri ku sendiri, mula hidup berdikari, meredhai suatu kehilangan dan belajar erti sebuah ketabahan... semua di bulan ramadhan.

25 Ramadhan 1421H, tarikh yang akan ku ingati hingga ke akhir hayat. Tarikh di mana aku kehilangan insan yang paling aku sayangi... ibuku. Dari saat itu aku belajar segala2 nya. Aku insafi diri dan menyedari apa yang ada hanyalah pinjaman dariNYA. Sampai saat, kita akn kembali padaNYA.

Ramadhan 1429, genap lapan tahun ibuku kembali kepangkuan Ilahi. Masih terasa sejuknya dahi ibu ketika kali terakhir aku menciumnya sebelum jenazah ibu dikapankan... Mungkin takdirku hanya dapat hidup seketika dengannya namun aku redha dengan ketentuan ilahi..

Aku panjatkan doa agar roh ibu sentiasa tenang di sana, ditempatkan disisi orng2 yang soleh.. Kehidupan perlu diteruskan, tapi kenangan bersama ibu akan tetap segar dalam ingatanku....

Ma.., kakak rindu sangat kat ma....

Hmmm....

I'LL BE

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath

And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky

Never revealing their depth

And tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

And you're my survival, you're my living proof

My love is alive, and not dead

And tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I`ll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And I dropped out,

I burned up,

I fought my way back from the dead,

I tuned in, I turned on, remembered the thing that you said.

And I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love`s suicide

And I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Selalu dengar lagu ni. Tapi aku tak tau sapa punya lagu sampai la ari tu aku tengok So You Think You Can Dance, one couple (belalang ngn j-da klu tak silap aku) dancing guna lagu ni. Nice sangat...

p/s: For "someone"...i dedicate this song to you..

Testing testing 1 2 3

Setelah di pengaruhi dan terpengaruh oleh anasir-anasir dalam umah aku (leading by kak syu...) akhirnya aku pun terpanggil untuk mereka dan menulis dalam blog ni.

Aku tak lah pandai dan kreatif sangat especially dalam mereka ayat. "Ala, luahan perasaan jer" kata kak syu. So, try lah. Belasah jer lah ek..